I only saw the last part of the show, I was cooking for my two sons and their family who were coming over later to celebrate xmas eve with me.I raised them alone from the time they were 4 & 7,I was in my early 30's,and I raised them alone,they are now grown in their mid thirties, but it was not easy to raised them alone my family is not around here,so I had to have a sitter, when I was at work(I was lucky to have a fairly good paying job)but it was still hard,so I can really identify with you, But I found that when you have to, you can do things you never thought you could do. I never remarried, but please don't stay alone you deserve happiness, I am now in my early 60's and it is lonely growing old alone, so please look for your happiness while watching over your sibblings you deserve it, I have to command you,I don't know that I could have done the same thing at your age,you are a remarkable young women,you should be very proud of what you did.I could never understand how a mother can turn her back on her childreen and forget they ever existed,she should be ashame of herself, if this was a test as to how strong you are..you passed with fkying colors, you my dear are a saint, you are an inspiration to us all. Good luck to you. And Rachael Thank You from all of us for what you did. Love always J.R.