Hi Alex, I just logged on to Rachael's site and read about you and watched the video. I can't stop sobbing. I just want to come down there and give you the biggest hug. You’re so sweet and adorable. I am a 49 year old mom of two (18,21). I did not have kids until I was 28 and I can not in my wildest dreams even imagine having to raise them at the age you started. It's not easy under good circumstances. So I am just amazed at your patience and kindness and maturity. You are so amazing. Your brothers and sisters are so lucky to have you. And you should be so proud of how wonderful they are turning out. You are doing such a great job. You are lucky to have them as well. You guys will always have a special bond. I see great things in your future. I am praying you get help with your youngest brother. You need the time to explore the possibilities of who else you are and what else you can become. Just know that you are loved even if it from perfect strangers. I so wish we lived closer to you and your family so I could be your advocate. You so deserve to be spoiled for awhile. I am thrilled that Rachael was able to give you a boost. I wish your worries could be lifted so you could worry about what most young people worry about at your age? (College, going out with friends, clothes, makeup etc.) You really are a beautiful young lady. Take care, I will keep you in my prayers. Cindy